About the time I was coming around to the idea of starting a family, it was all gone. Suddenly I had to accept a new reality once again; that I wasn’t going to become a mom this time. I’ve spent the past two months riding the emotional rollercoaster of losing one reality and having another back. I was finally healing from my broken foot and could adventure again, I could enjoy that glass of wine, and plan that next trip. The idea of waking up tomorrow and suddenly switching the mindset and reality AGAIN is scary.

Recently I had the amazing opportunity to attend the Oscars Red Carpet. Every year Oscars.com has a drawing for bleacher seats, but I got to experience so much more than a good view! Sponsored by People Magazine and Maybelline, we were given the true "Hollywood" experience. Everything from manicures and makeovers to photo booths and swag bags; we were treated like stars.